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What If I Open Up?

What if I open up?

Let me recall everything! From the most priority to became a less priority, i feel so crestfallen, it hurts, it's like brokenhearted with wounds where no one heals other than you, but that doesn't happen! I don't want you to be mournful so i never tell I was got hurt by you. But always my mind run with some thoughts.... WHAT IF?


What if I asked you to take me back?

Could you?

Or

You say it's too late?

What if you find a true love, looking at my eyes?

Can i hope you hold me?

Or

You run away from me?

What if all my day and nights waiting for you?

Could you say I have to be strong enough by accepting I never get you back?

Or

Will you hold me and make me strong?

May be sometimes I feel, why not you and I distend to be together?

Aren't we?

These questions haunts me everytime when ever I think about you, and slowly I go for a deep sleep keeping all the pain in me.

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